Well I'm back again after 16 days in hospital, still fighting against my problems and sickness ..
But well for now I'm good!
Yesterday i went to dance and so, and 2 days ago when i was out from hospital was also my birthday so i went to a friend bar and he gave me a birthday cake! It was nice i had some friends with me and we had lot of fun you can see the picture of my birthday by clicking here on this link ^^ So you can check on my photo gallery :D
Today i have updated my Quilting Bee page but well i still need to work on it, as usual i want to do a nice and custom look for it!
It was long time since i was a Bee but i missed it so now i have rejoined the group and I'm so happy of it! Gotta Trade now!
I was updating my website look before to go to the hospital so i know now i still have some works to do on my website as well, uhuh i'll be quite busy those days, and i need to start working again on IMVU. My sells are going down because i didn't nothing new to upload all those days, but is because i was feeling sick lot of days before to go to the hospital and i have not patience to spend my time seating in front of my computer.
I still need to fix lot of things on my health as well lot of checkup and so and new medicines that make me so damn sleepy and new problems too ..Well is not easy but nothing i can do about this is my life since i was 18, always having health troubles and so. Just need to get used to it and i did!
Well well well i guess i'm going to start working on right now so ttyl !

Well ikr i have being quite far of my personal blog those days... but i was kinda dreaming of being happy once again ..and then here is me again lol
I tough i had found the man of my life, so intelligent, and nerd and sweet also with my parents.. actually yeah i knew i had to understand something should be wrong on him .. too much perfection.
So he wanted me to be nice and good at home wile he goes clubbing ..
I don't think is on me the problem. I did everything to be good to him. I tried to make him happy and still he was like OK now is weekend and I'm so fucking going out WITHOUT you .. he doesn't asked me even if i wanted to join .. in my opinion this is kinda dumb!
I was like OK now I'm pretty sure u don't really care about being with me and well wtf if is not important to you be with me then fuck off!
Better be alone because if I'm alone i have real reason to feel like..
By the way whats wrong with those men, they have nice talk, they talk to you about their needed of find a nice trusted girl because they got hurt and blablabla lot of fucking lies .. and then when they find that girl... they act like a jerk!
My mom said me i shouldn't be good like this and yeah i shouldn't give my heart and so.. I just don't know how to fake, I'm always myself and i really need to believe in love and to be loved to live nicely, nothing i can do to change that. That is the stupid me, a dreamer so old and so young if we talk about feelings i still believe in a wonderful and pure love, i don't look for cars or cash, yes ofc they help but isn't the most important thing in my life, i just want a trust-able pure and friendly love.. my man gotta be my best friend and likewise for him...
But yeah i guess I'll keep looking forever for this because i only meet wrong persons ..
Well friends I'll stop here because I'm getting so depressed and starting crying again and again and again ..
ttyS

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Hi there, i know right, there are some days i don't update my blog.. 
Actually 2 days, but i have being on bed with some health issues and also with a so damn lazy ass.. sincerely I'm on bed also now ;P
I found a picture taken like one week ago on BlackTime night, i was on Shango' disco club with a friend ;D So i have added the full picture on my personal photo gallery check it out!
Also this friend seems like when he got to know that I'm not looking for a fuck but for a nice friendship or a good relation... I never more saw him!!! Seems like those guys look just for a hole to put their fucking dick, without care about any other feeling.. well ofc I'm talking about here in Italy and ofc I'm not going to open my legs to a mofo just to keep a guy/man close to me... wtf!
This is just sick in my opinion, i rater prefer to be alone. Then when i talk with any other man about this about what i think about this topic and so they say things like .. "ohhh i'm not like this i look for feelings, sex isn't the most important thing in a relation for me.. first place i want to match with the girls and know her and blablabla .... " lot of fucking lies just to go out alone with you the here we go again same shit.
Fuck why?
Is not like i don't like to have sex, i do L_O_V_E to have good sex, but to have a god sex in my opinion is needed to know well each other is needed to know how to catch my attention my mind.. Then if u know ho to do this mean also i trust you because we had time i had time to know you to trust you and so... and for sure i'll have a good sex.
I'm not a teen is not like i do it because i need to cum right?
Anyway let's change topic!
This Friday i had 2 invites to go out and i couldn't i was sick actually i'm still but i would love to go next Friday.. is the last night organized by a friend Fulvio Capital on Room 26 Club, lol actually also him seems like since he understood that i'm not a disco dancer or a pr he is no more interested on me .. wtf.. well we will see.. i tough he wanted to be my friend .
 We knew each other only thru facebook then we talked on phone Friday because i said him again that i couldn't go also this week, then he said me i tough u worked on disco clubs and so ( i guess he did Brazilian girl + like to club + good looking = gotta be also tall and so) then i said him oooohh no I'm very short.. and he did a sound sad like.. "ahmmm.....ok..." and lol became kinda cold and changed topic .. but well is OK this is just me and I'm happy like this being ME!
About heath issues.. i'm taking a lot of new medicines and waiting results of some exams i did this past week.
Need to go to hospital to take all new appointments asked by my doctors for new exams and so.. but well I'll think about this Monday.
uhm.. is 5 am here let's go to take my breakfast!

ttyS
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